by all means

Assalamualaikum,

This week has been hectic. Because of the depression that hanging above me last friday had robbed the whole weekend of studying  with crying. and more crying. and more worrying.


So what did I manage to gain from all that?

I didn't study for stereochemistry which brought to the dominos effect on the organic chemistry lab today. The worst lab I have ever written for the entire semester. It is entirely impossible right now to obtain 90% of lab marks.

My second midterm marks for earth science class ; 2 marks below average, which reduce the probability in gaining an A or A+ in the class. A reflection for skipping too many class sessions. An excellent student especially in Islamic context should be always responsible. Am I responsible?

Unable to do calculus assignment without even glancing at the solution manual. Integration is my weakest chapter in Calculus. Be it introductory course, intermediate and let it be the advance. Fail to give 100% concentration in class.

Unable to complete the reading 'Into The Wild' for English Class. I have been taking english class lightly. Missed Sister Sarah's lecture for 2 weeks in a row.

Fail to complete application readmission to Faculty of Science. Everyone has been busy enrolling to classes this week.



Yes, we do have ups and downs in life. But when you let your emotions take over you, everything will starts to fall apart. This is a living proof of how damaging it can be to an individual. Not that I have not experience an emotional wreck before to not notice the devastation that it can bring. I strongly believe that when a person is down, it shows your level of faith at that time.


This is the time when you need a friend to keep reminding you. Hence. Do whatever you can to bring it up again. By all means, your faith should control your emotions. Not vice versa.


I will try my best to fix things again within this 4 weeks. Insya'allah.


Is it still possible to gain As for 3 courses this semester?
Yes. No.




And may Allah keep my grandparents safe and sound while performing Umrah